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What am I doing?Dazed and confused,What am I doing?
where are you?
Where am I? What am I doing?
I don't know what to do with you.
I don't know what to do without you.
I am spinning around in circles until I pass out cold on the floor where my darkest nightmares drag me under the bed where they can do as they please. Maybe if I change myself it'll all go away. I hoped so.
That's not how it turned out. I just dug my grave a little deeper. I'm standing here waiting for you to push me and get it all over with. This is not what I wanted.
Either way someone loses.
Its not even


blurbs.if only i could sew them together intoblurbs.
a beautiful quilt laced with nitroglycerine
to keep in all the things i hold dear to me.
I'll string it up on the wall by the thinnest
threads i could find. hanging in sweet balance waiting to be disturbed.
i'm raising the brick shroud around my mind to
keep the wondering thoughts from coming in
and wreaking havoc among all the little things
that maybe are doing a little okay for once.
why must i get like this? every time he comes around my eyes burn with demonic rage and my mind tells me that i should be &


Stopi think i might punch a wall hard enough to shatter my bones into thousands of fragments that will tear my skin apart from the inside out. your words pierce through me like red hot metal. you continue to speak and it's as if the metal melts away and flows through me, burning at my soul.Stop
i was fine where i was, but you pushed me off the highway and onto a different road, where the choice was now mine; i could now go anywhere i wanted, but i'm banging my head on the dashboard without a clue. you're not here to take the ride with me, you're a destination. i'm not even ready to take the trip.
i wish i could turn back, b


i'm sorrythe moment we met i was unsure of who you were.i'm sorry
to me you were just a person behind words in countless emails. i wrote you off, just another out of the crowd. i felt nothing. as time went by i got to know you more and more.
even though it matters not, i wish i hadn't judged you.
you are an ocean and i am an anchor. i am drawn to you, my soul is being dragged to the bottom. i lie awake in bed wishing you were here with me. really, i am just waiting for the darkness of sleep to take over so i won't have to think about you anymore.
you haunt my best dreams, and bring joy to my great


I want...I WantI want...
To lie beneath the stars embraced in your warm arms.
To talk about nothing but everything.
To stay up into the early hours of the morning.
To spend countless hours with you.
To fall asleep on your chest.
To make you happy.
To be your shoulder to cry on. To be everything you ever wished for. To watch you sleep.
To make you laugh.
To stare into your deep eyes.
To teach you something.
To not be afraid to just be me.
To roll over in the morning and see your face.
To be able to call you mine.
To laugh at all your silly b
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forever and always,
nobody
I guess.
xD
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